Muffled light

When the light is too bright
You muffle it
Dim its potential
For your benefit

Just normal teenage feelings

Honestly, school is so hard.
Yadiyadiya 'oh you'll get over it'
'School is the easiest part of life' Yadiyadiya
But is it really?
Is the easiest part of my life stressing about my future and wishing to be dead instead?
Is the easiest part of my life supposed to be breaking down and crying because even my best is not good enough.
Realizing that even if I try to my fullest,  I can never reach that mark that I want.
If this is the easiest part of my life, then what am I living for?